Idiots that irritate me...

 Some things Highly irritate me, I have a short temper I'll be the first to admit that tiny things can send me over the edge, past the point of no return and blazing through the black hole of insane in a matter of minutes. Regardless of how hard I try some times I just can't fight the sheer stupidity of others, it's infuriating to me.


  We all know of my hatred for shuffling, mouth breathers, lazy rude assholes this isn't quite the same as that.
 I absolutely loathe Fake people. Say what you mean and act the way you feel. This is a huge pet peeve of mine, it seriously makes me a psycho. 


  I can't stand anything less then when someone says and acts one way in private, then acts a complete bi-polar opposite in public. Well, just cause you put on an act that you're a good human being in places where people will see you doesn't actually create the illusion you're a good person in the eyes of people who really see you.


  I'm a firm believer in when you make mistakes you apologize for them, if you choose not to apologize it means you aren't sorry, and you think you said the correct thing, behaved properly, or honestly meant what you said.  Ignoring the issue and moving on like nothing ever happened and then attempting to go on behaving as if nothing happened makes you look like a fake, condescending hypocrite. And that's not a good look for anyone.... And for the record you can trust that I have never once apologized for something that I believed was right (and attempting to get me to is a futile experience because If I think I might even be 1/2 right-it wont happen), However I have put on my big girl panties and said I'm sorry even when I was completely humiliated by my own behavior and wanted nothing more then to hide my own shame...But I did it cause that's the right thing to do


 Also don't be a complete asshole to the person who is trying to fix a problem someone else created, its irritating to that person they have to fix someone elses mess just like it is that you have to wait for someone else to fix it. Calling them names, cussing, and yelling at them really isn't going to make their desire to correct your problem any stronger it's very counter productive, trust me!


 Also when you have a job for the love of Gawd do it, there is nothing more infuriating then a lazy ass who does nothing all day. spends their time wondering around and leaving extra work for others. Also if you have a job that is way to advanced for your mental capacity QUIT, If you need to carry a drool cup, or wear a helmet at all times, you may want to see employment building bird houses. Other people do not want to do your work for you, they want to do theirs and go the hell home.There's no need to have an idiot on both ends of the phone.




  I think that should just about sum up my rant...for now!

Thanksgiving!

  So this year we decided to have a :friends thanksgiving feast! nothing better then spending a holiday with your most favorite people ever!

  So after I planned and plotted,. it was time to execute!, I cleaned and decorated and rearranged for days. I woke up in Thanksgiving day with just a few minor things to finish up, and I was on it. I was almost 100% done when my beautiful little daughter says the dog has something on her, and I dont really give it to much thought while I'm mid mission. Only to discover that while they were outside together the dog has managed to cover her self in poo while on a leash supervised by my daughter--UGH I already cleaned the bathroom So I give the dog the best bath tub wash I can muster without destroying the bathroom, and I'm back to my mission.

  So I got everything done and together in time, and we all had a wonderful evening!
So thankful for the wonderful people in my life!!

My husband the NOT so hopeless romantic....

   So today the movie Pearl Harbor was on and, Ben Afflick stole a police boat, to drive Kate Beckinsale (sp), over towards a large navy ship and took her up on the pulley system they use to clean the boat. and I turn to my husband and say, "You never stole a police boat to take me on the side of a ship"


   That's when he busts it out. "Its because I love you, haven't you learned whenever someone is romantic in a movie some bad shit happens, and I'm just doing this to protect you from the tragic events"  (His actual explanation was longer but this is the jist of it)


I pause, I said " So you're telling me you're purposely not being romantic because you're trying to protect me from natural disasters, and the perils of life"


  He says "Yes, I do it because I love you"




   SIGH! this is what I have to deal with!

In case you were wondering I love you!

  Sooo there is this guy who pretty much stole my heart. We may not always agree on things, like what to eat for dinner, or that the bath room would look fabulous if it were a beautiful shade of grass green, or that 77 is the perfect temperature (and it is), or that socks and sandals are not ok even to just check the mail in. But I love him, and he loves me. 


  I'm willing to except that I have some pretty stupid ideas of how things should work and trust me I have ideas about EVERYTHING! and even when he thinks they are stupid (which I'm sure is about 95% of the time) he never says "hey thats a dumb idea" unless I'm about to obliterate half of the neighbor hood. 


  He accepts that I'm a insecure, anxiety ridden, neurotic mess at the most idiotic times, and he always reassures me that I don't need to worry, but I do it anyways, and he knew I was going to even before it happened.


  He hates my love of insanely expensive, and highly impractical shoes, but he buys them for me anyways, and makes sure I don't bust my ass when I insist on wearing them to the most unconventional places like the grocery store, or on cobble stone sidewalks.


  He tells me I'm the most beautiful woman he's ever seen, when I look like I just awoke from a night of sleep in the county morgue, in sweat pants, with flock of seagull hair, and raccoon eyes. And while I'm pretty convinced he might be hallucinating, I'm honestly starting to believe he thinks its the truth (I might need to get him a psych evaluation) but its nice to hear.


  I've never been able to pin point the exact moment when I realized my life wouldn't be complete without him, or, when I discovered he is my complete opposite but it works, maybe it was so natural it just seemed normal from the beginning, I don't know that I'll ever really be sure.


   What I do know is that he'll always be there for me, he'd move heaven and earth to be with me and the kids, he's a wonderful father, he's a much better person then he gets credit for being, I'm positive I'm guilty of not telling him enough. 


  So for the Record, in case I forget to tell you as often as I should its here in text, for you when you need it.


  I love you, I think you are easily the most spectacular man I have ever know, you are easily the most unlikely match for me but the perfect match for me, I could never say thank you enough for all the positive things I have in my life because of you, you will never fully get the recognition you deserve because I don't know enough words to express the way I feel for you and the thesaurus didn't have enough words either.


  You are an exceptional Father, the kids will be better people for having experienced your love, wisdom, and smart ass sense of humor. They will one day understand the effort we have put forth to make their lives better, and the sacrifices that have been made for them. And when they do they'll love you even more if thats possible.


 You're tireless efforts to make our lives better, filled with happy memories and wonderful moments, don't go unnoticed, or unappreciated.


  I know I'm kind of a pain in the ass, ok ok a huge pain in the ass the majority of the time, but you love me in spite of it all, and I can never say Thank you enough for putting up with me. I know it's not always easy! Just know that I love you beyond words, and I can't imagine a life without you in it. You always say you just want me to be happy, congrats, because you're what makes me happy I love you!

Frustration!

   I'm having trouble grasping the idea that some girls can not see that that they deserve to be with MEN who treat them right. Regardless of who you are you deserve to be with someone who loves you for the person you are, accepts your flaws and loves even when you a complete neurotic mess. You should NEVER be with someone who makes you feel like shit 24/7 who speaks poorly about you in public, and in front of your children. 

   I have two friends currently in this situation, I can not for the life of me see how they can tolerate it. I may be partial, because they are my friends, but they are both beautiful human beings inside and out, and they have the most despicable awful mates. I want to pop them upside the head and scream WTF are you doing. If only they could see their selves they way their friends and family see them instead of the way, they have started to interpret themselves through the bs they have had projected on them, maybe they would see.

  Having to sit back and watch this knowing I can do nothing to help them is a huge struggle for me, because I'm a very honest person who will tell you exactly what I think sometimes even when I'm not asked, and I want to bash some skulls when I hear the stories they tell it enrages me, I hope it gets better for them, because I want them both to be happy because they deserve it, and I hope they know that!

 

It's Good to be loved....

This almost never happens, relatively quiet playing together, its so nice to see even if it only happens for a few minutes every GREAT once in awhile <3

      

 SO this must be why my feet are always numb Hmmm. lol

This rant was cause by stupid people...

   Ok I know there are certain things you "aren't" suppose to discuss, like politics, incomes, race and religion, BUT this is my blog and I'll do what the F*&k I want so if you are easily offended Stop reading now or don't but either way you wont change my mind so please don't bother trying...


    I'm not what you would call a "religious" based person, I don't go to church on a regular basis, Hell I don't think I've stepped in a church for an actual service in the last 4-5 years if not longer, I go for funerals, and weddings, and thats because I didn't pick the location of these event's. I don't know that I even necessarily believe in God, or a God or a higher power, I'm more of I'll believe it when I see it kind of girl, its nothing personal against anyone thats just who I am. 


  That being said, I do NOT, disrespect or think less of anyone that believes differently then me, as a matter of fact I'm glad that you have the freedom (thanks to the troops) and the ability to believe in what ever it is you want to believe, and that in doing so you have faith and fell better about life, good for you.


  I don't want to debate the concepts of religion as a whole, what I take issue with is that there is ZERO, consistency even amongst people who believe in the same religion, NO 2 people believe in the exact some thing  which is ok, and while I realize that these teachings are open to personal interpretation, and that you're suppose to find some deep rooted connection with "God" whom ever yours may be. 


 I don't believe that you can't have a meaningful relationship with another human being if you don't have this all powerful belief in the almighty.  But what I find more bothersome then anything is how people will pick and choose what parts of the religion that works for them its not a buffet you're either all in or all out, RIGHT!?!?!


  What I find annoying is how the people who are taught not to judge are the most judgmental people around, You can not say you accept everyone the way God made them then persecute them for their actions, and say they deserved it, because they we're just being themselves. Its ridiculous! 


 And why does this seem to more common, amongst older people, you know the ones that frequent the church every night of the week? You make your religion look stupid when you spout nonsense you know nothing about and contradict yourself, so just can it before you look more ignorant.


  and for the record You can't "Catch THE Gay" geez really?




   Ok on to the next subject, I AM NOT A Racist.  I'm an equal opportunity hater, I love people of any race, color, sexual orientation or creed who are GOOD people, and treat others well, I dislike anyone who doesn't fall into this catagory (PERIOD)  I will make comments on your awful clothes, your awful slang talk, and if you need a shower cause you smell like cat pee, regardless of what color your skin is.  If you come talking to me like a complete jackass I will call you a jackass regardless of where you live-DEAL WITH IT!

  While on this subject WHY OH WHY is there always 1 person who feels the need to cry, Racism, Sexism, or (fill in the blank)-ism over the dumbest f*&king shit, you look like a moron.   The only reason any -ism still exist is because of these people, people who aren't racist do not find these things offensive, its just words or observations, they aren't words filled with hate, therefore that can't be considered an -ism. 




   I'm very opinionated, I like who I am, I'm not a horrible human being at all, but I will continue to say what I want to say, and I will like it! And thanks to the United States Military, for continuing to fight for my right to do so, If I lived anywhere else I'd be dead by now, and I'm not! Keep up the good work.